Sometimes, I hate feeling kilig too much.
Don’t get me wrong. I like getting kilig, a Tagalog word for excitement about something love-related. It’s one of the best feelings anyone could ever feel. (In fact, I’ve been feeling that way lately, which is great.) But sometimes it gets distracting, especially when I’m working on something, so I need to control the feeling by listening to loud music.
Give me any loud Foo Fighters song, and I’ll feel less kilig and be more focused on the task. Guaranteed.
Sidebar: If I hear the original version of the Foos’ signature song, “Everlong”, that’s a different story.
Sometimes, I still have doubts about myself.
A lot of people have told me I’m good at what I do (e.g., graphic design, writing), and most of the time, that makes me smile. Yet, there’s a part of me that’s still doubtful. Maybe it comes from my need for further self-improvement and the many discouraging words I’ve received since I was young. (I still get discouraged easily, honestly.)
Sometimes, I wish I knew how to play music.
I mean, I love music so much, and I kept writing about my favorite songs on this blog. I really love how music moves me in many ways. I just wish I could have learned how to make and play music, even just for fun.
Maybe I should learn how to play the guitar soon. Sana magawa ko naman noh?
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